People always ask me how did I get into astrology. I have to say since I can remember I would check out my horoscope in magazines. Not that it made much sense when I was younger or that I even knew how to apply it to my life. With the exception of one time when I was in my twenties and the horoscope said that I had to make a choice because it would affect a significant amount of years. I was in a dysfunctional relationship so I ended it and the years that followed were good. I would question periodically if that astrology reading was true.
Growing up I had strong intuition and knew things before they happened. Nobody ever told me it was wrong or I shouldn’t do it or maybe they just didn’t know I had it. I now realize it was the very essence of how I lived my life and the energy of my north node which is a person's destiny, purpose, or spiritual growth within this life time. I was in a relationship, the same relationship mentioned above, where the guy continually told me I was crazy and needed professional help. I began to question my ability even though everything I was telling him was proven to be true.
During the same time as the boyfriend I was very confused because I was taking hormone contraception that unbalanced my hormones which is the complete opposite of their purpose. I was having allergic reactions to the pills. I went through 4 different types in 8 months and each time I would explain I was feeling crazy and sick. The provider would tell me that it’s not possible and I should continue taking it. After several health providers I finally had a doctor tell me that I was one of those rare people who couldn’t take hormone contraception because it affects me neurologically. It took a year to recover from that episode to finally feel some-what grounded and coherent. That experience triggered my disbelief in western medicine and its ability to heal people. From that point on I was in search of natural ways of healing the physical body.
Together between birth control and a boyfriend who was telling me I was crazy because I was psychic, I shut down and became the walking dead. Mind, body, and soul connection gone. I went from living a life of being able to read people and situations and intuitively knowing what to do, to an absolute barren inner world that only consisted of fear. I feared everyone and everything and this began my journey of understanding what had happened to me on a spiritual, physical, mental, and emotional level.
I took various classes like Dahn yoga, different types of Ki gong, intuitive classes with Darshini In Spirit, and received Vedic astrology readings that were gifted from a friend. Each class opened up some part of my spiritual energy within. Dahn yoga opened up the color I see within when I close my eyes. Spring Forest Ki gong class opened up ability to see energy orbs with my eyes open. Darshini allowed for a space for me to feel comfortable listening to my intuition and to share with other people.
What changed my life the most was my last Ki gong teacher. She would give me Western astrology readings after my class to help understand what was happening in my life as I was continuing on with my healing. She had printed out my astrology chart and told me that when a certain aspect happened, it should bring about change within my life. Multiple times I would stare at my chart and become very frustrated. I would wonder why I keep looking at it if I didn’t know how to read it. I would look at it again and again only to become frustrated but I would never throw it away. There was this energy or pull that wouldn’t let me do it and deep down inside I felt like there was a reason I wasn’t throwing it away.
Until one day I looked at the chart and was pulled to a planet that had nothing around it. I heard a voice in my head describing Pluto in the 6th house and the energy for that week would involve coworkers, cooperation, health, and diet. I laughed at myself thinking I had completely made it up until I looked up one of my favorite astrologers and she said my weekly horoscope would involve Pluto in the 6th house which meant coworkers, cooperation, health and diet. I sat in shock with my mouth to the ground. I couldn’t believe what I was reading. Even after seeing the proof I still blew it off as coincidence.
Eventually there was no doubt I was having someone tell me higher knowledge from somewhere other than this reality. But trust me I went through months of doubting every time information would be given to me. Each time I thought it was ridiculous and it couldn’t be happening but EVERYTIME the answer came I would be shown how it was related to the astrology chart. I would be shown the planets and the aspects and then I would be told to look it up on the internet. You know what….dang if it wasn’t correct!!!! You know after hundreds of time doing this I started to believe and yet I am still blown away to this day when the information aligns. How cool is it that someone is taking the time to share this with me and how cool is it that I can now understand life from a whole new perspective.
I call my teachers “My Peeps”. They guide me in my waking and sleeping world. I have woken up in the middle of the night to see a giant energetic astrology chart on the wall telling me when something is going to happen. It was one of the moments I had to sit there opening and closing my eyes to make sure I was really seeing it. I was like yup there is a giant astrology chart on my wall and no one is going to believe me so I might just keep that a secret for a while LOL
My Peeps use astrology as another language. I understand the language of astrology better than I understand the English language. It turns out in a few places with my astrology chart that I am a natural born astrologer meaning I already knew astrology before I came into this life. In this life I take it to the next level which excites me to no end. Astrology allows me to see situations from a higher point of view. Every one of us is here for our own growth and this growth is based on birth day, time, and location of birth.
So now I begin my journey to share with everyone what I have encountered as my spiritual awakening or re-awakening. I will share my past, my present, and what I am shown for the future.